Here’s another music meme I found on the interwebs!

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List 10 musical artists (or bands) you like, in no specific order. Do this before reading the questions below. Really, don’t read the questions below until you pick your ten artists.

1. Nine Inch Nails
2. Apoptygma Berzerk
3. Fokofpolisiekar
4. Placebo
5. Carter USM
6. Neuroticfish
7. Pet Shop Boys
8. Rammstein
9. Korn
10. Bush

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Saw it on the interwebs, couldn’t help myself.

Hereth begins a song meme.

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IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY [I AM]?
is there no-one that can save us from today? [snog]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
i never chose you. [neuroticfish]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
love comes quickly [pet shop boys]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the yuppie shall inherit the earth [snog]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
go down [the bloodhound gang]

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
new whirl odor [public enemy]

(more…)

my psychologist: “I don’t think you’ve got depression. I think you just ruminate far too much.”

me: “I’m a ruminant? I’m a ruminant! I’m like a cow!”

my psychologist: “Yes, exactly. Or a goat … “

we fought your wars with all our hearts
you sent us back in body parts
you took our wills with the truth you stole
we offer prayers for your long lost soul

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there is no flag that is large enough
to hide the shame of a man in cuffs
you switched your signs then you closed the blinds
you changed the channels and you changed our minds

so, why am i awake at 1am when i’m supposed to be getting up to go to work at 6am?

this is a common thing. i always forget about it, and am taken by surprise when it happens, but then i remember “oh yes … tomorrow’s a “special day” of some sort”. tomorrow i go back to work.

when i was young, i could never sleep the night before school went back. and even now, any night beforethe day  i am returning to work, i find myself completely unable to power down.

i suspect it is a mixture of trepidation and an out-of-sorts sleeping pattern. the sleeping i should know better by now (but i am a complete idiot), and the trepidation just makes no sense, but here we are. strange days, me not making sense, after all.

and because i worry about not being able to go to sleep, that exacerbates the situation, of course.

*sigh*