i get randomly obsessed with cute celebrities.

right now, i am completely overwhelmingly obsessed with Jared Padalecki.

he’s so cute! i mean, look at those dimples! and that floppy hair. [swoon]

i know i’m lame. and i know in a couple of months, i’m probably going to have moved on to another gorgeous celebrity, but right now i just had to share with everyone how much i am fangirling over Jared. :D

and it doesn’t help how he fawns over his adorable Supernatural co-star, Jensen Ackles, in public. two gorgeous men, falling all over each other? it’s the stuff dreams are made of.

and he’s like 6′5. and has massive hands. and he’s a cowboy Texan. and if you believe what people say about him, and how he seems in interviews, he’s unbelievably sweet and nice and funny.  [more swooning]

i am such a goddamn fangirl :)

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my favourite celebrities, based on yumminess

1. Trent Reznor - specifically, the Downward Spiral era.

2. Johnny Depp - from Tom Hanson to Captain Jack.

3. Nathan Fillion - O Captain, my Captain.

4. Mike Patton - started when i saw the Epic video clip in 1990. i was 9.

5. Orlando Bloom - makes a gorgeous elf, but an even better pirate.

saw a perfect circle last night, and it was absolutely amazing. reasonably diverse crowd surprisingly. well age-wise at least; seems a perfect circle have won over all the goff kids (nothing like a 14 yr old in a corset) and their parents alike. but anyway, the concert was fantastic, and maynard even came close to showing his face once or twice. and he got his shirt off, so can’t complain.

going to the wedding tonight of a girl who i was best friends with in high school, until we had a falling out about 4 years ago. we’ve recently gotten back in touch, and it’s a weird place for me to be. i still see things in her that used to bug me about her, but i don’t know if they bug me anymore. and of so many of the kids i used to be friends with, she’s one of the most genuine. and everything used to hurt so much when we were kids. does it hurt like that now? should it hurt like that now? is this relationship one of those things i should attempt to salvage, or should i let it go? how much do i care? enough to put myself on the line again? and if not, why am i here?

i know i think too much. but i cant imagine not. at least this way i get to run through, and feel, every potential scenario of every interaction. its not that bad when you think about it.