so anyway, I saw NIN at the Hordern Pav like, 6 months ago.
here’s what i wrote about it just after the fact (that i forgot to publish) :
“it was amazing. i’m so pleased i went. turns out it may be the last tour for a while, too, so i am doubly pleased. i missed Trent when i was grumpy at him for making With Teeth. but I am glad I got over it. still don’t like With Teeth though. But Ghosts I-IV more than makes up for it.
I think the issue I had really stemmed from the fact that I was just a kid when I started liking NIN. I mean, I had the full obsession thing going on. And so I felt kinda betrayed I guess when Trent made something I didn’t like. I never expected not to like something Trent did. but now i’m over that. i’m able to see in my (relatively newly developed) maturity that it doesn’t really matter anyway. and Trent can do what he likes, even if it is release music I don’t like. and if I don’t like it, I don’t have to buy it just because i used to be obsessed about collecting all the Halo releases :)
man, I remember at high school, my girlfriends and I all being so defined by the bands we liked, and you couldn’t have the same favourite band at someone else in the group … god, there were so many stupid rules to everything. my favourite band was Red Hot Chili Peppers for a long time, and then NIN from 1995 (i was in year 9) onwards.
you know, i have so many distinct NIN related memories:
- sitting on my school bus listening to Closer for the first time on my girlfriend’s discman and gasping because of how rude it was :)
- when i was about 15, going by myself into the city to go to Utopia to buy Pretty Hate Machine + my NIN shirt (my very favourite long sleeved shirt that’s falling apart)
- bonding over NIN with a guy I had a crush on and later going to his house to watch the Closure video
- a cute petite girlfriend of mine having the most ridiculously long Downward Spiral shirt i have ever seen
- one of my girlfriends gave everyone their own painted wine glass at our year 12 formal, and mine has the NIN logo on it … that was my most defining feature at school, that I was obsessed with NIN :)
- seeing NIN at the Big Day Out in early 2000 and getting to the front of the mosh pit by myself. i started crying when Trent came out on the stage. then i got my arse kicked thoroughly in the mosh pit and had to leave, so i stood at the back of the crowd sobbing to myself for almost the whole set.
(which, while very lame, is not unusual for that time in my life. when i saw the Phantom Menace at the cinema, I started bawling the second the Star Wars logo came up, because I was so overwhelmed - i just never imagined I’d get to see a movie from one of my favourite series’ at the movies)
And now I have this concert to add to my list of memories. Things like
- sharing the experience with good friends
- standing in line to buy shirts (this was a first for me)
- enduring the experience of buying overpriced water and vodka in plastic cups (something i haven’t done for a fairly long time)
- going absolutely mental to March of the Pigs (woohoo!!! \m/)
- sitting for 45 mins in the Hordern with only the emergency lighting on, no air conditioning or anything, because NIN rocked so hard there was a blackout (both sitting down at the Hordern, and enduring a blackout there are firsts for me as well)
- having a truly delicious meal beforehand at a restaurant i’d never been to before
- experiencing the awesomeness that is the Love Sac.
I was very very pleased they played March of the Pigs, Reptile, Terrible Lie, Something I Can Never Have, Gave Up and Wish. I was not expecting the Perfect Drug or Into The Void but it would’ve been nice :) I don’t remember what else they played. Oh, Survivalism, 1 000 000, The Hand That Feeds and Discipline. and some other stuff.
[sigh] It was nice being in the same room with him again, if only just for a few hours. :)”
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i’ve gotten over the Trent obsession since then. partly due to all his carry-on recently in Twitter, and partly because that’s just what I do. however, I would definitely love to see NIN in concert again, if they ever tour again. it was a great night :)