i think if i was given some sort of magical, mystical opportunity to change one thing about my body, i would choose to be without a uterus.

just had the best birthday-dinner-with-friends ever. man, i love my friends. we had swiss … mmm fondue … and the crazy swiss man yelled a lot, and i got a strange hug/kiss thing from him cos it was my birthday, and i got lots of presents like ‘i, robot’, and a chocolate fondue set, and a book, and a very funky desk calendar and this amazing necklace and earring set thing. sweet. i am so lucky. i have the best friends, and the best bear ever.

i have a favourite german word. it is manchmal. it means sometimes. i think its the best. probably because it makes me think of ‘munch’ which is a brilliant word, especially since it refers to food, and food is good. yum. food.

argh, i’m so tired. i wish i could understand more.

confused … mustn’t … have … need … can’t … no … want … never … please … fuck.